I kinda do, sometimes I wonder if it is all there is to it at all. Work so you have money and can afford to live.
Having money so you can have access to nice things and can provide for your family. Having money so you can afford to travel and expand your horizons.
Money to fend for yourself.
Maybe it's just a general sense of envy towards people who are born into wealth and can do whatever they want with their lives, can afford to fuck up as much as they want to, don't have to grow up and have responsibilities, can be artists or whatever, etc.
What a fucking dream. Just existing and vibing.