No shame for drinking but god this is my first engineering job out of college and i can't take the stress of this guy anymore. I get we've all got our issues we deal with but he's so unpredictable it's got me and my coworkers nervous. He's a nice guy sometimes and it makes me wanna forgive him but then he turns around and loses his cool at the drop of a hat. I told him i didn't know what to do with myself when i get home because i get so frazzled after just a day in the office, he recommended drinking. he even admitted to drinking in the mornings. i'll admit it did get to be a bad habit and i'm working to cut back now. i just can't handle the stress anymore and everyone says i have to stay here at least a year. i try and look around on indeed but then i get 80,000,000 emails and i have no clue who's giving me legit offers. i try and talk to my parents about it they think i'm just lazy. i don't know what to do man i could really use some advice