Lately I’ve been dealing with problems completing tasks at work. I’ve also been struggling at home after work due to extreme exhaustion. When starting this newer job a little over a month ago I was very excited although it was a downgrade in position and pay. I try to help coworkers by nature and am all for team work. Over the last month I’ve been taken advantage of time and time again. It’s gotten to the point if I am present I take care of phones, customers and have to stop my work to assist another in their task. I am cleaning up after others and washing their dishes as well. I am fine with no praise or gratitude, but it’s gotten to the point I’m being taken off tasks, told I am being too slow etc. I can go all day without a break until end of shift and take a partial and still struggle because I’m the only one stopping my work every 5 minutes to assist a customer, coworker or phone call. It’s mainly one coworker in particular and he’s insulted me infront of customers multiple times as well. He’s too busy to assist the customer but not hover over me and tell me I am terrible and rewrite my order form vaguely as I am writing a second one for the same customer and sign my name to it and chit chat off topic with customers delaying my time more. It goes beyond this and I am becoming fed up. One of my bosses asked for a loan as well and I found out that they were asking others weekl, too. I know I’ll never get paid back and that’s a result of me being stupid. There’s heavy gossip and the bosses involved and it’s not hard to overhear it as someone who stays quiet or be told by the few that don’t get involved what was said if I am not in. I feel I have a target on my head and I keep trying to dodge bullets but it’s only a matter of time before I am unable to keep dodging. I have tried coping with the humiliation of being insulted infront of customers and the belittling, but I’m human so naturally I become bothered and bring that home as well.