I’m lying here in the dark unable to sleep and silently crying. I’m nearly 30 and have nothing, broke af, don’t own a home, wholly dependent on overtime at my grocery store job to pay my extortionate rent, car is falling apart, I got covid and didn’t get paid (no sick pay at my job) but now I’m getting disciplined for it… for not coming into work with covid. Where I serve vulnerable adults. I have a degree and a masters in English and I’m a qualified journalist (did a little work experience and didn’t like it/wasn’t good at it either). I’m super passionate about my hobbies (hiking, bouldering, running) but I feel like my whole worth is just little old loser almost 30 year old still works at the grocery store. I dunno wtf I’m saying now but man I can’t take it anymore. I can’t even get time off work with a doctors note because I don’t get paid. There is no relief. I’m about to end up in a mental breakdown