I hate working. I (26f) work for a good company and make almost 70k with no debt and no education. I am extremely lucky to have the opportunities I’ve had and have worked very hard proving my capabilities to leaders and coworkers who are often twice my age in this industry.
We’ll I’ve done it. I’m here and it’s boring, unfulfilling and although I succeed easily in this corporate world, I’m so over the fake pleasantries, the day to day repetitive tasks, unrealistic expectations of anyone who thinks their request is the most important, etc.
I’m lucky. I have a comfortable, stable life which I know others would dream of. I just feel like I could be doing so much more but I am clueless on how to change my life. I don’t know where my passions are outside of helping others which is generic as hell. My hobbies include relaxing after my brain turns to mush after long work days, doing the random weekend activities and cleaning and maintaining my space.
Is this it? Should I be grateful to have this life and just suck it up until I’m 65, retire then die?
It’s not that I want to do nothing, I want to do something meaningful yet be able to eat and pay bills. Help me change my mindset or my life.