it’s been overdue, me applying for a new job, and i planned to force myself to do it before the end of the day, but i’m really caught up on making the best decision about my availability and hours. i want to rekindle my passion i have for music, and i believe i can live a quite minimal lifestyle. at the same time, im sure i’ll feel a bit of guilt, or as if im not doing enough, but i have to learn to get over that. a job, no matter the hours, will mean less guilt than i feel without one, despite how much i don’t like the system and all. thank you so much in advance