It’s not like I don’t want to work at ALL in life I just want to find something I enjoy. I work a lot. I work days and nights, Monday to Friday and Saturday’s. At the SAME job. I dislike my job. I’ve been applying to jobs everyday hoping something else comes up, and I do delivery driving on the side so I’m not lazy by any means, I clean houses and residential buildings and sometimes it’s a lot. I get exhausted physically and mentally and today my boss kind of guilt tripped me and was rude and sarcastic for calling off for my 5-9 pm shift after working 9-3. I guess 4 others called in as well.. but that’s not my issue? I do not want to clean all day then clean all night it is not an easy job and it’s definitely not the best pay either for what I deal with. But I just feel bad that I’ve been calling off nights lately and my mental health isn’t the best because of this job. Shits depressing.