I'm just curious if anyone else is feeling like this? It seems like everyday im fighting to make it through. I use to work 90 hours per week for a very long time. Now it's like i struggle in this relatively easy, good paying remote job to make it through 40. Every day i fight quitting, and am actively trying to get fired so i can chill on unemployment because i have a way better paying job starting in like 7 months though.
I look back on my life and I'm disgusted that i wasted so much time working. And I feel that if i continue working to any extent, any longer that I'll go crazy. And it's strange because i have a strong feeling that it's never going to be back to how it was.
Main reason i carry on is to support my pets, but i feel like ideally i just want to go outside lay down with them and just chill. And that's how i want to spend my life.
Is anyone else feeling like this?
Also does anyone have that video of the homeless man that articulately explains why he didnt go the corporate route–basically implying it was a trap and he didnt want to be a slave to what he owned.