So major life changes and reflection have made me think about my happiness and corporate/work that i was in.
I spent years finding who “I was” only to change almost every aspect for jobs and money/capitalism machine.
Stuck as a cog, i knew not what was happening as it was a low ascent into somone “I don't know”. Slowly my my things were things i would of never dreamed. Yes alot is getting older and mature, but this was from wardrobe to thought process of what was real fun.
Long story short. I am shedding myself of that person, to return to ME.
Statted with a job change to my first ever UNION job where i am not high on the totem pole. Money small but the time off and freedom to redevelop hobbies and fun.
I do things for myself without a thought of how i will be perceived or if this will halt my rise up a ladder to what?
Hair is long and i will color it odd things whenever i want.
My piercings back in (some not all as they grew over). I take comp days and vacay days almost every other week and jave already taken 1 week off this year with another week in feb coming up.
This is really to say do it and find the new yourself and say screw the rest its time for ME.
ACAB
mush on