I am in the process of learning how to become an aircraft mechanic. Its alright, but I don't picture myself doing this forever, it stresses me out. My bf makes pretty good money as a pilot, and says I can stay home if I want. Also he loves his job. This honestly makes me feel guilty and lazy for not wanting to work. I just hate the thought of having to work until I'm 65. But what would I do with myself? My life has been so circled around work to the point that I always thought work defined who I am as a person. Does it? I feel like I've never had time for self discovery and figuring out what I even want to do with my life. I love dogs, that's a start. Maybe dog grooming or something like that? But I hate having a boss so maybe I should do something to where I can work for myself? I'm not really sure what I would even do with myself if I wasn't working. Helpful advice and thoughts would be much appreciated.