So I had sepsis last year, having a rough time recovering. I have problems with memory. Hand tremors and my S’s whistle. On disability currently until April. Supposed to start job 1/18 but I’m scared. It’s a new job doing same thing I’ve done for years, in my specialty. But honestly I don’t think I’m up to it. I’m afraid I won’t be up to their standards and if I go off disability then get fired I’m screwed. There are many pluses to this job, as long as I can suck it up. I wonder if disability will allow a trial employment situation?