Just wanted to post a mini rant here.
I am feeling the anti work vibes extra today… while I want to feel valued/needed in my work, and capable of supporting myself, I am tired of the grind.
I have it great at my job. Honestly couldn’t get better. But I continue to struggle mentally.
I am not free. I have to disassociate to get through the weeks… maybe because none of this is “me”. Or maybe because I am super avoidant of stress. I’m so tired of being anxious over nothing…
I’ve explored other interests through classes and internships, but it turns out those interests will put me on the financial struggle bus.
I need to muster up motivation to find a new path. Or a new option. This is why most Americans are on anti-depressants I swear. We are stuck trying to keep our heads above water.
The outlook isn’t positive these days. Y’all… any advice?