Hi everyone,
I am shocked and still having a hard time to process. I will have to look for another job very soon, because I spoke up about what is lacking at my current workplace. Because the position I am in currently, doesn't serve me for a long time, but my company planned me in there for several years. Which hasn't been communicated to me properly. Because there is no current alternative or free position in my company.
I worked for almost two years, with yearly contract, so this would have been a chance for an unlimited contract, that I have now blew it… I was always told by my bosses that they want me, that I belong in this company. Buuut as soon as I spoke up, then..apparently I don't belong there anymore? I feel like shit and I feel betrayed from a company that I thought would actually give a damn about me.
My mental health and self esteem is crumbling, can't tell my family about this, still living at home, because then I have to justify everything and I don't want that.
I would love to have some kind words and encouragement. That is what I need right now.
Thanks.