I know it sounds weird but I care way too much about my job and it's detrimental to my mental state. I'm constantly bitched at by my manager and am probably getting fired when I walk in tomorrow. I've tried as hard as I could to do things right, I went through every step the way I was taught and I'm still not enough. I've lost all confidence in myself. I need to stop caring so much because I'm giving it my all every single day and it makes no difference. I could sit around all day doing nothing and the result wouldn't be that much different.
I'm tired of being put down constantly and I'm sick of caring for a job that hasn't cared about me. I want to stop caring so that I may spend whatever time I have left there without constant anxiety. How do I stop caring?