Lately my emotions at work have been really negative and hard to handle. I work a horrible retail job, of course, in a very dry and boring store, it's just starting to get to me. I will spend my entire shift switching between extremely angry, or trapped, or fantasizing about suicide over and over again in my head. Working is (unfortunately) a large chunk of my life so it's really unproductive to be feeling this way. Any advice would help.
I would like to find a new job but I have a transportation issue that makes this job “ideal.”