I dont know if this is the right place for this, but I figured there are many like-minded people on here. Basically I am reeeeally hating college and the only reason I am even doing it is because I’ve been told that if you say, “oh and i have a college degree,” people will take you seriously and more likely pay you so you can afford food and basic needs.
I absolutely hate that whole concept, and I don’t even want to work for anyone else, so wouldn’t do anything that would absolutely require a degree. The only way I could see it affecting me is not being able to convince investors I might need for potentially starting a theater company for neurodiverse people, which is one of the only things I could see myself tolerating as a career.
I have a full scholarship, so I would be losing that, but beyond that I can only see benefits in my actual life. I have a learning disability and trouble regulating my emotions, so this whole institution just makes me absolutely miserable. I’m so tired of sacrificing my wellbeing just for a slightly better chance at surviving in the future. But also scared of not surviving or working a miserable job for the rest of my life lol.