I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, I'm sorry if it isn't. I just feel so burnt out and I don't know why. I'm seeing a therapist about this tomorrow but I just need to talk about it right now.
I've gotten regularly burnt out multiple times and called out “sick” a few times and it was better for a couple months and then repeat. This time feels different. I've called out one day and went home early another day and still feel so miserable. I also feel a ton of guilt when calling out of work.
I feel guilty becuase I feel like I'm asking for an easy life with unlimited money but that's not what im asking for. I just want to be happy and every single job will keep me from that. I have what feels like not even close to enough time to do anything that I want to do with my life.
I'm scared because I don't want to live a life where I spend most of it at work and it feels like there's only one way to not live that life.