I started my new job around 4 months ago and I’ve learned close to nothing I stand around all day and feel like I’m being judged from people who have been there for 20 years plus.
I’m the youngest person there I’m the first person they have hired in 15 years.
Honestly I hate it, it’s an electrical wholesaler and I don’t know nothing about electrical equipment or anything so I can’t serve customers without asking for help and they haven’t even tried to teach my the system.
My cousin works at the company but he works in the office and I don’t want to tell him that I don’t like the job because I’m scared him and my family will judge me.
It’s good pay the best I’ve ever been payed but I’ve went from doing random shifts to Monday to Friday I’m constantly drained because I feel like I’m doing nothing, no one talks to me.
I just don’t know what to do… I don’t want to leave this job to go to a less paying job.
I just wanted to rant I feel like my life is just going in circles and I just want to break out of this cycle without going insane.