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I have no job to go to for two months and hate it

I got laid off but managed to get a job during the notice period. Start date was only two months after. I had some saving so wasn't terribly concerned about not getting the paycheck but I absolutely HATE IT. I can't even say I'm relaxing or even doing ANYTHING. I dread someone asking me what I did this week because I cannot answer. I keep bouncing between series, books, games, YouTube and back again without sticking with anything for more than an hour. I can't say “I read X/I watched Y/played Z” because I completed none of those things. I didn't even clean my house. I need structure to live. I dread ever getting more free time because it's more of this. I gave up on getting a relationship because I can't focus enough to be interesting. Give me something I get paid to do any day. Anyone here is…


I got laid off but managed to get a job during the notice period. Start date was only two months after. I had some saving so wasn't terribly concerned about not getting the paycheck but I absolutely HATE IT.

I can't even say I'm relaxing or even doing ANYTHING. I dread someone asking me what I did this week because I cannot answer. I keep bouncing between series, books, games, YouTube and back again without sticking with anything for more than an hour. I can't say “I read X/I watched Y/played Z” because I completed none of those things. I didn't even clean my house.

I need structure to live. I dread ever getting more free time because it's more of this. I gave up on getting a relationship because I can't focus enough to be interesting. Give me something I get paid to do any day. Anyone here is the same?

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