I was a tryhard, hell still am, but… they finally got me broken now. Internal hostile takeover, they're shipping us off to whatever ZONES they feel are best regardless of what we want, regardless of what expertise we have, regardless of ANYTHING. We get no say and they're slowly going to implement scope creep till its all just untenable. Doubling and tripling our userbases while making us train new folks under us who are hired in at higher rates with lesser knowledge and skill.
I used to care… I busted my ASS because I was getting merit rewards for it, cleaning up a system that was so broken, getting good raises, but now… It just doesn't matter. They'll increase the workload till I can't possibly function at that level, say my KPIs are down, put my ass on a PIP and laugh while the pinkslip of damocles swings overhead.
ALL of that effort and trust I built and systems I brought back from beyond the grave and like.. I just… give up. You win! I can't put in that effort anymore knowing it's just going to further put me in a position where its ALWAYS expected. Where that capitalist mindset of MORE permeates EVERYTHING. I burned my ass at both ends to try and keep things going and right the ship… and this is how it ended… Congratulations corpo, you finally broke my work ethic.