Over the past two months, I have called out multiple times and just a few hours ago I called out for this entire work week.
Ever since Covid, I have barely been able to hold a job. It’s always around the 3-6month mark where I really start to feel the panic and irritability. I have adhd, anxiety, mood swings and depression so that doesn’t help. I am working a contract call center job which was supposed to end last week. I have since mentally checked out and just cannot pull myself back together ever since. It’s honestly really frustrating and embarrassing and I feel so guilty about it.
How do people work 40 hours a week for 20+ years? My souls feels so suffocated doing this.