It was probably the worst lie I could have told anyone but I really felt stuck between a rock and a hard place. I receive an offer 1 months into this already new job and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to take it or not. I didn’t even know until the last moment and I ghosted the place I worked at for 1 months. In the end, it was the right decision. I didn’t felt like I fit into the first job and I often felt isolated. I spent my lunches alone and my colleagues didn’t want much to do with me. I cried a few times on the way home. At the job before this one I worked at for a month, my manager was constantly bullying me and withholding information. She made me feel like I wasn’t enough and I became physically sick from the stress and anxiety after enduring it for over 2 years.
Presently, I feel like I finally found a job I enjoy. I have plenty of work and I feel mildly stressed with the mountains of projects and task ahead of me but I really feel fulfilled and that I’m being trained properly for once.