I wouldn't mind it so much if I had a fulfilling career in my chosen career path, but unfortunately the contract life sucks and I haven't been able to find a new job for a few months. I got a job in a store to at least be working while I try to find a career job. I start today at noon and while I know it'll be fine, I'm dreading going. I truly wish I could just do as I pleased and enjoy myself when I want, whenever I want. Sadly we live in a capitalist society and bills and debts need to be paid. I feel like I can't say this to people I know, but hopefully folks here can relate.