I work for a thrift shop that supports a mental health charity.
The other day I was shoved, watched two children be thrown across the room, and while watching back the CCTV I saw him expose himself.
He is intellectually disabled and I understand he does not understand his actions but that doesn't mean I am any else harmed by his actions. A already traumatized brain does not have a switch to say “oh he's disabled he doesn't get it ” on top of this some of my trauma is specifically around disabled people.
Since this situation, my preexisting PTSD has gone haywire. I am constantly nauseous, and I can't sleep. I feel so unsafe at work and my dissociation which I had been working hard on and making breakthroughs on is so bad, especially since they have told me they won't ban him, BC it might be bad “publicity”
I need to speak up but I feel so unsafe and I'm so scared too