And the workplace is a complete mess. Nothing is organized and the staff treat me like I'm an idiot because their training sucked and I'm confused. It's triggering my bipolar symptoms again. I don't know what to do. I have to quit but then I'm stuck with no money again. And I won't be able to afford my treatment because my benefits are getting screwed over.
My career is a dead end. I'm so depressed. I dont know how to turn around. I'm just glad I don't have student loan debt. This job was supposed to turn things around for me with good pay but I risk suicide if I continue and my loved ones are worried about me. I was unemployed for 2 years. I just don't understand why it all has to be so hard. Or rather. I do understand, I just wish I could be productive.
I am leaving strong remarks when I finally resign (I have to do a few more weeks because of $$$) but it really has been nothing short of a nightmare. Office jobs are not much better they just pay better.
I didn't know where to write this so i decided to just share my experience here. I know it's nothing new but I just feel like total shit. Maybe I'll add more when i finally quit and share my remarks on the company.