I (23 living with my parents) was a mule/Porter/carrier for these people who own big kiwi farms and my job was basically moving 20kg kiwi stacks/baskets around for the people who sort the kiwis, (they're paid less) loading and unloading the trucks and a few other minor things like sweeping the ground after the sorters but I'm one of those unadaptable losers who can't do anything after it becomes repetitive and I think its safe to say im kinda lazy too… Anyway i had to move 10 tons of kiwis on an average day for 9 dollars which is a bit more than twice the average daily wage where i live but the good thing about it was that i could attend the job every other day or week (not that i have the physical strength to do that every day without a break) there was no contract or anything and i was paid at the end of the day but the other workers there realized that i was working with a different pace (faster) and it wasn't late until they started soft manipulating me to do part of their jobs plus what i was doing which i honestly didn't have a problem with as they were old rusty guys…. What really bothers me is that i can't ever buy the cheapest available car here (7350usd for new) no matter how much i work anywhere. That money was only enough to keep me fed I can't rent let alone buy a house no matter how long i keep working as the obscure inflation is constantly robbing me off of the time of my youth that I'm willingly selling. And all that aside I'm not even the type of person who can get satisfied with just a house and a car and a normal life. So I've reached the point where Nothing's fun anymore be it chatting with friends, movies, games, alcohol or a joint… I can't help but be in a constant state of being worried about what the hell will eventually happen to me but also numb to everything simultaneously. (Just venting i guess)