I’m frustrated because I thought this new job would be great. I put a lot of hope into getting the interview and training. But it has mostly sucked this entire time. The training is not enough and the hours are long.
It’s a sales job and I don’t think I vibe very well with the morals of selling. Like I can’t sell people things I don’t think they need. On top of that this job is physically and emotionally demanding. This morning I legit had a panic attack in my car while waiting to go in. The people there are mostly fine and I like a lot of them. But I just can’t handle the stress. I’m 24 and about to graduate college. I have another interview lined up Monday with a remote job that my degree is more related to. I’m hoping this one will go well and I can get a job that won’t destroy my mental/physical health. I know I’m mostly just venting but I just needed to put it out there.