Been a kitchen worker pretty much out of highschool, had some college experience, but shockingly enough couldnt afford it. Current job I work at started me at $13/hr to dishwash. Fucking whatever, I have to pay the bills somehow.
Things is that's all it will cover. Just rent, power, internet. I did the math, and accumulated $723 last month…for the entire month….this is physically taxing work in a high volume restaurant. It's taken everything in my power not to fucking scream “go fuck yourselves” to my boss. But I have no other leads at this time.
In short, I'm tired, starving, and in a very volatile state of mind. Can't remember the last time I was ever a customer at a restaurant. There isn't even discounts if you order food at the place I scrub pots for, carry thousands of pounds a day for.
This has been crippling on my depression.