I started my first job out of college over the summer at a corporate engineering firm, and I already feel like I can’t stand the idea of going back into the office on Monday. The pressure and corporate bullshit is really getting to me. It pays well, but it’s taking a real toll on my mental health. I feel like I can see my life laid out before me, and it’s just endless hours at a desk typing away on pointless spreadsheets.
I feel like I need to quit and just find something fun to do… I’m in my early 20’s and there’s so much I want to do while I’m still young. I have been telling myself over and over that I’ll just suck it up and work hard then someday I can get fridays off or something, but my optimism is really starting to run out. I think engineering can wait until I want to settle down.
At the same time, I have bills to pay, and I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to find a job that will give me the freedom to enjoy my life and still be able to pay off my student debt. I guess I’m just looking for some advice. Are there fun relaxed jobs out there that will support me temporarily? Should I suck it up and power through?