I’m so tired of interviewing, it’s literally harder than the actual job itself and, in most cases, has nothing to do with merit in the position. It is simply who can put on the best song and dance routine or you get lucky and the person conducting is either casual enough or you just happen to get along with them. I don’t really want any of these positions I just need the money and I don’t really see why that’s not an acceptable answer as long as I can do the work well and I’m not unbearable to be around or straight up rude. It feels physically impossible for me to have to pretend to be excited about working in like administration or whatever and you’re probably a sociopath if it’s something you look forward to. It’s all so emotionally and mentally taxing but I can barely afford my rent working at the grocery store so I guess I have to bite my tongue and rehearse a fucking play to put on for my corporate overlords as to why I think they’re so great and I dream of working under them and being just like them.