I'm 23 and all the childhood abuse and mental problems my parents told me to shove down and ignore have finally ruined my life to the point I can't stand to be outside or around strangers anymore. I quit my last job what seems like forever ago and have lost 55lbs because when I asked disability how many hours I was allowed to work they told me I shouldn't because it would look bad on my application. I got rejected and filed for an appeal April 10th and still haven't heard back. If I get another job I know I'm gonna burst into tears or explode like always I can't take it anymore I just want therapy and medicine that will help me feel like a normal person for probably the first time in my life. How is that too much to ask?