I can honestly say it boils down to me not liking my job. I don’t think jobs are for me. I don’t think I have an issue actually working, but jobs i don’t like. For example if you put me on a farm and i did some stuff there, i’d be cool . But with jobs they force you to fit into this mold. You have to smile and give great customer service, you can’t be one minute late, you have to answer to multiple supervisors and managers, etc. especially since I do 12 hour shifts at the hospital (nursing aide), i cannot do it if I am dreading it, and I just feel trapped. Calling in makes it worse bc you add the anxiety of “I’m not pulling my weight, they know I call out too much,they’re gonna sit me down to talk to me” etc. I feel much better right now bc I called in this morning and I’m making a plan but I needed to vent. I’m thinking of completely changing industries to childcare and to work in a daycare bc I love kids