I've only been at this job for less than 3 months. My mistakes are being aired out to my other coworkers via my manager, which makes them point out my mistakes even more to the manager. Some of my coworkers treat me like shit and then try to smile in my face as if they didn't just shit all over me.
My manager doesn't tell me about my mistakes until days sometimes weeks later. I'm walking around thinking I'd done a wonderful job when that was further from the truth. I'm sick and tired of being told I'm not trying hard enough when I'm giving everything I have to this job. I'm tired of being threatened with termination if I don't shape up.
I'm tired of being discriminated against, I'm tired of being told about complaints that customers have made about me weeks later. I'm tired. I'm being singled out and I'm being pushed out by getting fewer hours than before. I found out today that everyone has been placing all of their fuck ups on my shoulders saying it's my fault when that is further from the truth.
I'm tired of being told I'm not doing the things I'm supposed to do, and all of my hard work going unnoticed or unacknowledged.
I don't want to come into work filled with extreme anxiety, having to constantly look over my shoulder wondering who's going to stab me in the back next.
I'm one of the only three black people that work here, all of my coworkers are white. My manager has been discriminating against me covertly. Today showed me that.
I didn't want to quit but, I'm not going to sacrifice my mental, emotional, and physical well-being and be paid little to nothing and no breaks.