At this point, I can't even get a job working as a hotel housekeeper. I don't have a super shitty resume. I'm not completely uneducated.
What I do have though is lady parts and a family. Heaven forbid!
I haven't worked in nearly a year. I had a really scary pregnancy and I'm presently living in a Ronald Mcdonald House, and have been since my son's birth, waiting for him to have open heart surgery later this month.
I own my home, thankfully, and owe nothing on it. But now I can't even afford to get the electric and water turned back on so I can sell it.
When the doctors release my son to go home in a month or so, I have no idea what we are going to do. I have nowhere to take him. He has to have heart monitors and oxygen monitors and I can't even afford to live in a home I don't owe anything on.
It's fucked. We are fucked. I'm scared and I'm pissed.
I have a disabled husband who literally can't do anything to help the situation. The only reason I could pay taxes to keep my home is because we saved every fucking penny from disability to pay those off. Wasn't even enough. Still had to beg for help. It's all on me. And I'm not even good enough to clean up sheets with body fluid stains smeared on them.
I'm tired of this. I've spent so much time putting in applications only to be rejected over and over again. Everyone is hiring urgently but I can't even get an interview.
What the hell are we supposed to do?