i’m an artist (in theory) and that’s what i love doing the most. like many others, i have two jobs to support myself while doing commissions on the side- yet i haven’t made any artwork in 3 months.
i haven’t had the energy or the time to sit down and paint or embroider. when i have a day off i have to spend it running errands or catching up on chores.
i’m autistic and it’s hard enough to not feel overwhelmed by a load of laundry. art is supposed to be my outlet.
it just makes me sad. there is a void in me that art fills and i can’t make anything.
i’m not looking for advise and please don’t tell me to “make time” for my art. if i could i would.