realizing i'm probably never going to be able to leave my father's house despite working full time is bogging me down hard. i apply to apartments and waste $50 on every application, but i get turned away each time because my credit sucks, i don't make 3x the rent, and neither of my parents want to cosign. i make too much for assistance yet not enough for a shoddy 1 bedroom. i just don't get it. am i supposed to just strike luck somehow? is that the only way out of this shit? my job sucks, they've all sucked. i don't have the time nor money for an education, and at this point it rarely feels worth it. i haven't thought about ending it all this much since high school. i'm reminded everyday that i'm a burden to the ones keeping a roof over my head because of a system that i'm completely disadvantaged in, that $400 a month for a bedroom isn't enough to my dad. i know others have it worse, others are living out of their cars and under overpasses, but it just sucks seeing the goalpost get further and further