I work at a factory. The shift are long, difficult, tiring and depressing. Think amazon warehouse but worse. It's an awful job and I cant handle it anymore. I recently got sick at work from all the stress and vomited. Then I started getting depressed from my job. Now I'm completely suicidal.
Yes the cause of my depression is my job struggles , not other mental problems or vice versa. Suicide rates in this industry are apperantly very high. I'm starting to see why.
Life feels pointless. I dont know what to do. I can't keep doing this job, I just can't.
I need alternatives. Please help.
Age: late 20s, no degree, cant join military or police force. Can't learn a trade (tried that already).