Long story short I came to work for a family members business in the trades after my old job basically shut down during Covid, after a few years of working for said family member I am completely burnt out on the work, I do not enjoy nor see myself doing this as a career, family member has the mentality of “if you’re not dead you should be working” any time i am sick or take time off I don’t get in “trouble” but it’s made known how much he had to work while I was sick or gone. Basically a big guilt trip of how “my generation” doesn’t want to work. Our relationship wasn’t great before I started working for him but it’s pretty good now, I feel bad leaving as it would greatly screw him over but I’m so mentally and physically exhausted I can’t bring myself to even muster false motivation to continue working in this field. I have a sense of loyalty to him because he’s helped me out a lot but if I was doing this job for a different company I would have quit long ago, the only reason I’m still here is because if I leave he is pretty fucked until he finds someone else.