25 male here. 3 weeks starting on first went well for training. Now I was sent to the offshift for production CNC. I made a mistake that broke something. Everything was fixed. Mistake made and will try to learn from it. I feel very overwhelmed, however.
I am starting to have doubts already. I am being thrown around the shop to machines I barely know and I work by myself and have to ask millions of questions. I take notes and try to pick up and apply. I try to listen, but there was a lot of crap I had to deal with regarding messes that the supervisor wanted me to do. He told me I need to listen better and I am trying to.
I feel like I give up too easily, but man, machining sucks ass. It is such a difficult field for me. I had this job for only a few weeks and i am direct hire. I was honest I had no exp. I am in at an at-will state and will leave at any time of my choosing or theirs.
Not sure what to do with my life anymore. I don't have any passion and I just feel nihilistic about my career. Don't mean to be negative but I am lost.