Tell them like it is or just find a new job for the bajillionth time?

Basically the title. To give you the short version I’m passively suicidal and work has said that accommodations to work remotely may not be possible because they are framed as me being disregulated and trying to fix medication. I find out next week for sure but if they say no should I just be very blunt with them? I’m just so tired and am beyond caring why are you dragging this out actually fuck iff