What the fuck do I do? I’ve had multiple types of jobs and they all end up making me feel like a shell of myself, I don’t have time to take care of important shit like family and cleaning and self care.
I don’t mind working. Like at all, I’m a hard working person and I love challenges and learning. But I refuse to devote 30-50 hrs a week to make someone I’ll never meet marginally richer just so I can have a bunch of material bullshit I don’t want and done even have time to enjoy anyways.
The only time I’ve felt ok about work is when I sold weed lmao. It wasn’t good for me bc I ended up doing a bunch of drugs but I made all my own money and didn’t have to check in with anyone, all my own schedule. Ppl worked around my day and I always had time to take care of what I needed to. Obv not what I want to do long term but I want to make my own money.
Any ideas for a way to make money on my own time that isn’t soul crushing? Thanks