I started this new job 6 months ago. I was on a probation period and taking time off was tricky. I avoided taking time off unless absolutely necessary. I wanted to prove I’m responsible.
Now I am pass the probation period. Sh*t hit the fan with my life. I called in sick last week… and this week I’m calling in to come into work later in the day because of car tire issues that need to be fixed. I commute and i don’t feel safe on the road if I can’t get my tires fixed.
I overthink that I’m calling out a lot from work consecutively. I’m taking vacation time next month in September and plan to take more time off in October.
But this stupid engrained thought of not taking off and always having to work is engrained in my brain. I always show up on time and complete my work.
At my old job I never ever took time off including sick time and vacation. I don’t know if I’m overthinking it’s bad to take time off because I’m not used to it. Does anyone else struggle with this?