I'm actually terrified. I have been saying yes to things I didn't want to do my whole life. I've been without a job for a month, but I just couldn't do it. I started to type my acceptance letter and I felt like I was making every single mistake I've ever made, all over again.
It was a for profit healthcare position in an industry that notoriously exploits their workers.
I'm trying so hard ti reassure myself that I did what was best.