Im resentful of the pandemic. I finished my degree in mediadesign during that time. My dream has been to be a twitch streamer and sell art(digital) online.
I have worked before I started studying. However, now the pressure is really getting to me. I feel really nervous around classes (2e year ba communication) and my future working. I am afraid of not finding or doing a job that can bring in enough money.
I want to enjoy my life, but I feel like work or not know what kind of work I can do is really ruining my chanse of feeling oke with my life. Sometimes I feel like its not worth it. Also part of it is I cant do too much so a job and doing something timeconsuming I like is not possible to go togheter so its one or the other. I need a focus. So I can handle the tasks of the day. I have limited energy in a day.