Needless to say, I'm not feeling great. Stumbling across that job listing felt like getting slapped in the face. They didn't contact me about the new listing, something I have mixed feelings about given how they handled my first application.
This whole thing is just making me feel worse about jobhunting, and I can't help feeling like the cards are just getting stacked against me. I'm 25, I'm disabled, I live in a somewhat rural area, and while I have plenty of education in my line of work I don't have any job experience, and on top of all this I'm a trans man who doesn't pass. I just wish that someone would give me a chance, I want to be more independent, do something with my day instead of just waiting around to MAYBE hear back from employers while I ration out my jobseeker payments.
I'm just tired.