So I started a job a few months ago. All gung ho to finally have health insurance. Welp fast forward to this week when my first payment came out of my check I was SHOCKED. Almost $100 gone from my check on top of the almost $200 already taken out for taxes.. I was depressed all night last night. I cannot afford to lose $400 a month. I had to call my boss this morning and get in contact with HR to see if we can cancel and I'll enroll in a later date. I'm so devastated and completely embarrassed. I feel like a complete failure. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I honestly feel like everything right now is designed to make you fail…