Long story short, my father pressured me into getting a job at his company saying I won't amount to anything longterm if I don't take this. He's been doing it for 32 years. It's physical labor and that part of it doesn't bother me negatively at all. I have been nonstop training and I am still getting errors which is very costly to the company and the number 1 reason they let new temps go. I've tried being proactive and ask for help and better advice and everyone including my dad keeps saying “it's easy you'll get it.” Thing is I have a test at the end of this week and I need to pass 95% or higher to move on. Everyone in my family is so “excited” but mentally I've been completely gone and I'm having brain fog all day no matter what I try doing to clear it. I applied to another job that has work I can actually do but it's a long hiring process and I'm still in the early phase. I'm feeling like a failure and that I'm letting everyone down family and the company. I've been reconsidering everything in my life & a voice in my head is telling me nothing is worrh it anymore. I dont know if anyone has ever been here but my mental health going into the job was already thin at best. im just being honest and i have nothing to prove but idk what to do