i hate my job, and i dont mean like. “oh yeah my job is a little hard but its okay!” no. no. no. no.
my job is so dreadful that i feel actual hatred and i have a heavy chest when i go in. my managers are rude and disrespectful m, and you might say yeah thats every job. no im telling you,, my managers are abusive. theres Brenda and Mary. Mary has a temper and it could be from mental illness which i understand,, but she throws actual tantrums and yells at us, throws things and hits stuff when she gets upset. its like having an abusive parent and them stomping around the house causing a ruckus and taking it out on everyone bc they’re mad.
the two managers love to bark orders at us and then go sit and do nothing. me and one other lady are the only two who bend over backwards for this place. we do everything. we finish all the lists, restock, get stuff ready, we are the only ones who do anything. i do so much stuff that i didnt sign up for, but do it anyways just bc its my responsibility i feel that its only right to be responsible. the lunch rush is crazy, half the time its only two of us in the kitchen with orders piling up and people get mad bc we’re not quick enough. we run out of stuff so we have to go back and get it and that backs it up bc it takes a long time.
its not even that hard of a job. i just get so easily stressed and overwhelmed with physical/environmental stimuli. plus my managers are horrible. we all have to walk on eggshells so we don’t piss them off.
i have wanted to quit for so long, i just want to walk out or at least put in my two weeks but my boyfriend keeps telling me not to bc i need a job. but i cannot keep killing myself emotionally every single day for this. i have cried and cried about going in bc its so dreadful. but tbh now writing this i feel dramatic.
the other manager likes to lie and talk shit about others. she loves to start drama and animosity between employees. she has never said anything nice about anyone ever, always complaining about something.
but ive tried applying for other jobs but nobody gets back to me. ive been trying for about 4 months to find somewhere else but its near impossible bc everyone says theyre hiring but they dont get back to you ever.