I still remember that day when my parents asked me if I want to experience life abroad to make my future better. I said yes. When I was studying, almost perfect GPA, then I started my career. Been promoted, then laid off lol. Landed another job, small progress. Changed my job to increase my salary which was absolute shit. Covid hits. Laid off again. Back again. Super stressful position for a big company. Salary? Grateful, but it has no value. Changed again to relax a bit. Regression. Burnout. Not a fit. I don't know. I don't have time to socialize and even I do, I feel nothing. I went back to visit my native country. I observe poverty or in other words a huge gap in economic classes. A woman I'm attracted to told me “I like you, I love your closeness”. My family always say “we support you”. I realized that life is way more than working, but I need to fill time to help people. I'm thinking about moving back. Almost no jobs for my generation. I want to change something, but I feel stuck. Why are we living in a confusing era?