My brother came home from work and while ranting about his day to my mom, I could overhear him talking about me. Him and his coworkers all talking about how easy it should be for me to find a job right now, everybody's hiring! right?….
I've applied to every local fast food, grocery store, entry level, and remote job I felt I qualified for, and nothing. Not even a little.
I'm feeling demotivated and depressed, like my worth is based on whether I can get a job or not. I wonder if the problem is my experience, I've only had one job before (I'm 20yo female) a job working as a park aid through work force but it didn't last long because it was seasonal and all my money I put towards helping my family. Paying off my moms debt and buying food.
I am broke, christmas is coming up and seeing my family put in the effort to find me gifts when I can't do the same in return really is the icing on the cake.
Thanks for listening in yall